Today it was confirmed that Green has given me an STD. I won’t go into the specifics, that’s not important, but what is angering and hurting me is the recklessness and selfishness of these people who have affairs and bring these INFECTIONS upon their unsuspecting spouses and partners. As if the mental trauma of infidelity isn’t enough… “Hey honey, now that I’ve humiliated you with my whoring around… how about a heaping plate of STD tests, humiliating diagnosis and painful treatments?!” With Infidelity It’s Christmas everyday!
What the fuck is wrong with people? I mean really? We aren’t children, we aren’t mentally impaired and we aren’t horny stupid teenagers who don’t know the risks of having unprotected sex with multiple partners! We are adults with jobs. Commitments. Responsibilities. Were those lustful moments of passion worth it to physically infect and HURT your spouse? Some of these viruses can KILL!
I don’t know which is pouring over me more profoundly. Shame, anger or the hurt at the fact that Green so callously and recklessly risked my health and prioritized his “feel good” moments over my life. How do I reconcile that my husband, the man I adored who I considered my best friend marginalized my health because he wanted to find validation and an ego boost in nailing a hot piece of ass. I hate to admit it but as hard as I try its the hurt of that betrayal that I feel the most.